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yesterday i found so many great ways to avoid revision.
1. Harolds food frenzy game on the bbc neighbours website. its great. im shit at it, but its great.
2. this latvian friends website where you send messages to each other and stuff. its so lame but better than revision and all my latvian friends are on it..
3. the chewits game on www.chewits.co.uk its nearly as good as the neighbours game.
also, this morning my mum came in looking angry at me and says "we've got a letter from school.." and im thinking oh shit what have i done? and then she smiles and says "youve won the gold award for services to the school" and i laughed and laughed. i think miller;s had something to do with it, but seriously, what services? i wonder if anyone else has one....
very funny..made my day though (i get a gold certificate! and £25 on a book!)
and my car comes home today!
a very good day, bar revision
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[05 Jun 2005|01:00am] |
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just watched team america and oh how i still love that film...
"pearl harbour sucked just a little bit more than i miss you"
"you need a montage.."
"it's going to be 9/11 times 1000.."
"jesus, you dont mean.."
"yes, 911000.."
"there's no I in team america.."
and i really could go on all night..
fuck yeah!
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[04 Jun 2005|12:01am] |
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big brother pisses me off.
actually, more to the point, the general public piss me off.
everyone wants the nice people, who perhaps will cause some arguments, to stay in.
not the complete weirdo's, aka mary.
seriously, she was weird..and scary and was honest. she shouldve stayed in.
craig was just like everyone else..
kick out the sex obsessed people who just want fame..
mary was hilarious and was so strangely boring.
craigs only in coz he;s camp and has novelty value coz he cries alot.
mary was great.
kill all the fucking homos.
im a bit pissed and im thinking in a scottish accent.
and i have bert kills the homos on my hand.
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[28 May 2005|01:46pm] |
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the weirdest/scariest thing happened to me last night..
me and rachel went out for a joint at about 3 am i think.
we were in the side passage of my house, so next to a wall and a fence..
i had about 5 or 6 really deep drags and suddenly got a really good headrush..
then my heart started beating really loudly and i started shaking....
i dont remember much after this, but i know everything went black and i wanted to sit down. rachel said something to be but i couldnt hear what she was saying and i just said "what?"..
she then passed me the joint and i put it out on the wall but didnt really have a sense of how close the wall was. i then had like tunnel vision or something and blacked out apparently spinning around hitting the wall and the fence and i couldnt stop..
then i was like "fuck where am i?" and couldnt put anything into perspective..
rachel had to walk me down the passage back to my kitchen where i sat down and felt totally fine (perhaps slightly stoned...)
she said i looked really pale and gave me some water..
i was like "ok, what the fuck just happened?"
she said it lasted about 10 seconds in total but it felt like fucking ages..
also i suddenly heard everything like it was coming from a tv or radio and there was a strange white noise buzzing..
i seriously had no idea what happened and why it happened...
i have been more fucked than that smoking draw and whatever and thats never happened.
it was funny afterwards coz we were fucked but rachel said it was really scary..
and its just so weird, maybe im suddenly allergic to drugs...
and that was my near death experience... (drama queen)
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[21 May 2005|12:45pm] |
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Only because it would be rude not to..
1. Total number of films I own on DVD: not all that many, about 10, we live in the 80's here, my parents only just figured how to use the vcr..
2. The last film I bought: oh god, havent bought a film for ages..probably something like harry potter or something...
3. The last film I watched: "spun" with brittany murphy. i really liked it though some people didnt give it a thumbs up..also, indiana jones..
4. Five films that I watch a lot, or that mean a lot to me: tipping the velvet (it counts as a film..), bring it on (sexy mama... take it ooooff!!), wild things, catch 22 (anyone who hasnt seen it should, its so fucking ace..) and probably harry potter 2 (hermione is worth it)
5. Tag 5 people and have them put this in their journal: enough tagging dawg
and everyone have a great eurovision night!
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| you can take the girl out of owens but you cant take owens out of the girl... |
[15 May 2005|09:26pm] |
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what is great about the past 4 days is that everyone has a different story to tell and they are all high-la-rious.
wednesday was great. i bunked history and then boycotted another music lesson so instead helped make a chair sculpture and basically wreck the common room. but then miller cried. and we all felt bad. so we tidied up. and then we gave miller a present (flowers and slippers) and she cried again and i love her so.
thursday i came in ready for a rave which didnt happen. then i was rowdy in politics and everyone thought i was pissed, but karoline was very sober, until history where ewins and street provided us with alcomohol and i got a bit tipsy. then i drove. not good. i got to rachels and she fed me coffee and water and tea to sober me up. then onto amys where we got ready and went to the byng which was great. it was the common room with more alcomohol than usual.
claire hit me. katie licked cream off my nose and i had cat whiskers on my face.
we went back to simons and after much debate and luke taking of my bra leaving me topless in the kitchen we decided we would go to school. some people drove (drunk!) which left me luke howard lucy lorrie and morgan to walk. i found a kick ass t shirt.
anyway, most people know what happened at school coz most people were there and it was all very funny.
the most exciting part was people getting arrested i think. very strange.
anyway, me and amy, quite sober by this point decided to save the day as we had been kicked out of simons and we got into our cars and drove to amys for muller love. very scary driving past policemen though..
anyway, thursday turned into friday and lack of sleep due to a number of things (hannah, it really wasnt you, i was just too hyper to sleep) we dressed as pirates and went up to school to decorate everything with pirate stuff.
last assembly was great. rowdy but great. i am proud of my awards despite being quite shocked i won unique. sorry for my apparent moodiness. i was having a great time in all honesty.
afterwards i went into millers office and asked for a hug. i had miller love. muller love and miller love within 24hours. i asked her if she would be my mother and she said yes and that i could come back whenever i wanted and theyd set up a special karoline chair for me.. the i hugged mrs whiter who i secretly fancy i think.
we then proceeded onto the bbq (i feel i should write something about the adam and jake saga but i missed it all as i was busy hugging miller baby) where we waited far too long for expensive food but it was great. i was sweating red bull and i cried a little after talking to gemma but generally it was great. "its not funny for steve. it just not funny". Me and katherine had a bitch fight. i bottle her in the face with a plastic bottle and she shot me with a plastic gun.
oh the whole day was just funny.
after a long nap i went to see rachel and then onto eros where we got turfed for wearing trainers. a trip to mine to get shoes for morgan and matt was a waste of time. we didnt get in for free so we didnt go and karma was rife as i ended up having to pick my mum up from hospital anyway.
this weekend i got very drunk and danced many a latvian dance and fucking loved it anyway...
im not usually very sentimental but this needs to be said..
owens is the best fucking place ever. these 7 years really have flown by and i am genuinely sad to be leaving. it didnt hit me until we got the bbq where i talked to everyone. i wasnt upset till then as i was with my closest friends who i know ill see all the time. the people i love but wont see really made me think that we have the most amazingly tight year despite appearances.
so everyone rules and i love you all.
except claire. ill get you back.
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whoop go me
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[04 May 2005|11:03am] |
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lalalalalala
very happy karoline.
leanne beat me at solitaire and ended my good streak but i didnt care.
very happy.
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| oh dear, the things i do... |
[27 Apr 2005|06:51pm] |
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i successfully embarassed myself today in front of the one i love.
ok, love is a strong word. and i dont.
i dont even have a crush its just an obsession.
anyway, who had to shout out 'lacey wants me!!' very loudly not realising the lady in question was right next to her?
thats right. miss im too loud for my own good sometimes east.
apparantly she heard but just laughed *wipes sweat off brow*
anyway on a lighter note hannah lees locker had potatoes in it.
whoever did it is a genius.
and i think im over this jen thingamybob.
i now have someone else in my line of vision.
i think this one holds more promise.
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[23 Apr 2005|04:21pm] |
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i am very pleased with my new user picture.
if i had another picture (maybe i do) i would make her move but i love it anyway.
speaking of which, lacey walked past me yesterday and gave me the oddest look. i think she knows.
anyway, took a trip to the body shop and was awkward with jen, then she told me not to be awkward so we had a little chat and i think she flirted with me! actually love her.
she was doing the make up for this woman who was getting married today and she was a minger. and god, jen had to put on so much make up to make her look half decent.
ok, im gona go wallow in unreturned love.
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fatima has now left.
its very sad.
but we have deria (minitma or whatever people call her) and maud (who said i could call her peggy and is the rebel of the canteen ladies)
friday, after my long orchestra rehearsal and a drive down to london for a choir rehearsal, i got back to endield, had a couple of drinks at home and walked down to the pub.
i hadnt eaten by the way so the couple of drinks alreayd had hit me.
at the pub my lot were there, but also loads of people from my primary school and other random people i knew. so i spent the evening talking very little to my friends and talking to everyone else in the pub.
adam arrived quite late and asked me to get him a drink after last orders had been. i told him i wouldnt be able to, but he told me to flirt with the bar maid. so i did. and it worked. and i found out she was training to be a speech therapist.
i also hit greta.
i was scared for my life.
but she likes me so all was good.
i then got thrown into amys car and we drove to fatimas chicken shop.
i got free chicken!
and i stroked her husbands arm (hes a bastard, i know why fatima doesnt get on with him)
i also threw luke onto the bonnet of his car and attempted to sex him up dominatrix style.
we then went to the hop poles expecting a late license only to find out they were having a private thingamybob.
i dont really remember this part of the evening just i told anna that if she got into the car everything would be ok.
amy then drove me home. i threw up out of her window.
what a great drunk i am! i couldve thrown up in the car but no, clever karoline opens the window and does it outside. yay! (apparantly amy had sick on the side of her car though...oops, though easier to clean off than on the interior)
i stumbled upstairs and landed in bed and fell asleep fully clothed.
i woke up at about 5 am about to pee myself. i have never done that before from drink. if i had not woken or gotten up and out of bed when i did i wouldve been transported back to the days of pissing the bed.
it was very very close.
saturday, what a day. we had to drive for three hours to somewhere near manchester to sing two songs at a wedding.
not good with a very bad hangover.
my sister, dad and my sisters boyfriend kept saying things that brought up memories of the previous night.
all very strange.
sunday i went to wood green where i got a fucking 50pound parkinbg ticket and it was only coz my front bumper and 2cm of wheel were in a residents parking bay. bastard bastard.
then my day got worse as i had to go to a rehearsal at school.
i spilt coke in my car. i had a pool of coke in my can holder.
then i hit my arm on the door of my car where i now have a massive bruise.
the day was not going well.
i got sent out (with peter facer) to buy donuts for the rehersal (the only good thing about sunday rehearsals at school) but we came back with muffins. no donughts in the whole of potters bar.
after the rehearsal went to highbury to celebrate annas birfday with a very drunken anna and hannah and annas very fit friend lizzy.
nice afternoon to a shitty day.
everything has been mundane since, except adam smashed lukes car today in latymer school car park.
so very very funny.
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i am so upset!
fatima is leaving!
thats right! FATIMA IS LEAVING!!!
and we dont know when.
it could be today, tommorrow or in a few weeks.
on the plus side shes leaving as her family has opened a fried chicken business in enfield.
just a 10 minute walk from me.
guess where ill be going after the pub!!
god im gonna miss fatima.
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i cannot believe i forgot to update about this...
last monday me and leanne were in london
as i walked out of the tube station i saw a guy from that s club 8 programme dreams or whatever.
i thought that was funny.
then as we were walking towards tottenham court road i saw the actress from the inspector kynley mysteries. sharon small.
dont ask how i recognised her.
then when were in soho (yes, ive recently been on a trail of finding myself and i believe this place has helped incredibly) we were in starbucks coz i needed to pee and who walks in?
edith bowman.
one of my favourite radio djs.
i was so proud!
anyway, i have now become obsessed with jen.
im glad no one who reads this knows her coz that could be embarassing. (katie s, youll understand this)
i text my friend asking if she had jens number as theyre in the same form.
no she said, she doesnt talk to her.
right, plan b. text my friend anna who i thought was friends with her.
no she doesnt have her number.
however, i get a text later from anna with jens number! go me.
so i potter over to leannes to decide whether to leave it or text her and possibly ask her out.
leanne is very persuasive.
so i text her " hi its karoline. tell me if i have the wrong idea but would you like to go for a drink sometime?"
after a long wait, still no reply.
leanne suggests pranking her phone from a withheld number, then she'll hear her phone and then see a message.
good idea i think.
what do i get? no rings. just beeps. which means that number is not in use!
so i think we're on plan c which is leanne finds out her number from the girl at work. (leanne and jen work together) but that wont happen till thurs.
or i ask anna for the real one 2moro.
or i just see her on saturday.
but thats so far away....
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ok the last week has been both eventful and not.
isobels partay on weds was hilarious.
the pub before hand with the pub quiz led us to drink far too much.
at the party i did lots of things which we will not repeat but my favourite thing was one of the seedy boucer guys who tended to stand around and watch people dancing gave me his number.
i looked at it when i was sober ie, thursday evening and it said "call me 2morrow please, thank's" then his number and name "michael" and then at the bottom it said "trust me". erm, ok obviously has something wrong with him if he feels he has to write it. and it was also on the back of rob's party invitation. weird.
after the party people came back to mine. my sister laughed at me. people stole my phone to text katie horrible things. sorry. and we somehow cooked pasta.
thursday i was meant to drive to my sisters uni but had to wait till i was sober.
anna, amy and leanne came over and we watched footballers wives and the L word. i have converts!!!
was danced to whitney houston and i cleaned the house at 3am.
friday night we went to the pub again (where else do we spend all our time and money?) and i ended up in ponders end until about 4am.
saturday wasnt great. but i met jess for a drink and then went to talk to leanne to try and put our plan into action which now probably wont work as i think ive fallen for the project.
then i had to drive to rugby for a rehearsal in a freezing cold room. so wasnt in the mood.
listened to country music on the way home aswell as lionel richie!
was meant to go clubbing but felt too ill and was meant to go to jess' but her mum is scaring me and i felt too ill.
so i went to bed.
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hello gelo veery one
i am quite drunk.
i have been in the moon chatting to greta and stuff.
too much to driunkl
we had some shots wuthe gold int them.
they were excellent.
leanne went on to eros with her bro and stuff but i thought i should come home and watch somethong that would get me horny (the l word, i fuckiong love it!!)
i love the moon.
and i think i should go to bed before iu make a fool of myself in front of my parents.
and i bought a 2 pound shirt today.
i love the world!
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i have had the two most opposite days in a row.
yesterday was so much fun and despite it being only nearly 2pm today has been bollocks.
yesterday after the fun of being in school for about 20mins i went to howards for a bbq.
anna me jess and ellie had a little bitch and a classic sex talk whilst the boys talked about drugs no doubt.
then i drove back to potters bar and met the teachers and fiona and claire (and some of our year but they kinda ignored me) in the byng.
claire and fee were pissed as nutters but i had a nice chat with simpson (business) about my singing (karoline east: shes not west). talked to the newish german teacher who i didnt know was a teacher about random things. she was lovely. we had a high five. as i did with lacey. man i love her. i talked to lacey and barrington about russia. i had to to tell them how much illegal drinking went on (every night) but she said it wasnt aimed at me, she knew i was a piss head. or something. she was wearing a very low slung top and im ashamed to admit it but i did swing a glance that way. no words. i fancy her even more.
anyway today, i woke up feeling pretty good until i checked my mail.
first i got rejected from LIPA, my fucking first choice god damn uni. but im ok.
and then i read an email about a good family friend who fell down the stairs at home, broke her neck, had a blood thing on her brain, is on a breathing machine and probably wont live longer than 24 hours.
i have been crying for about an hour. i hope its because of maija and not being rejected from my 1st choice uni. maybe its a combination of the two.
having a life is more important than what happens in it.
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sunday morning was not the most pleasant of mornings.
it felt like i had drunk 98752482542 gallons of vodka.
instead i only drank 987524825 gallons.
had to get on a train at 14.15 and sit on it for 5 hours to liverpool. for some reason, trains to liverpool go the back way round (i probably went all the way to scotland before i got to liverpool, or thats what it felt like).
matiss picked me up there and went back to his house.
a very boys student house. lots of dirt. lots of stuff stuck on the walls. lots of dirty plates and cups everywhere. lovely.
i met his girlfriend laura who is lovely, though i odubt leanne would be saying that after the love she has for hannah.
mat cooked for us.
***note to all**** never eat potato and rice together***
in the morning mat drove me to LIPA and i signed in and stuff.
i was very nervous about my interview so i (i know youll all shoot me and stuff) went out for a cigarette. but this perhaps was a good thing to do as i met this girl out there who was applying to my course. she was german/czech or something and we started chatting. she became my friend for the day.
we had all these stupid tests all day. a critical analysis, a workshop presentation thingamybob, a finace test and then finally the interview.
the strangest thing happened in the interview though. for some reason they have third years sitting in the interviews and they also ask you questions (maybe it gives them a more student view of us or something). when i walked in the girl said to me "you'e from my neck of the woods" i was like really? she said "yeah,i went to owens and i live/d in enfield" i was like "get in!!" thinking she could prove to bea little bit biased. i fucking hope she is coz i wanna go.
but only if the two friends i made that day get in too..
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i am no longer tee total.
and oh fuck how i am paying for it today.
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[01 Mar 2005|09:58pm] |
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right first things first.
i passed my driving test.
my mum says i am now an adult. which must mean my sister is still a child. ha..
which is funny cause people at her uni think im older than her. the latest example of this was on sat when i was in a restaraunt with her and some of her friends and this girl came over (who i had never met before but she talked like a farmer which made me smile) and said "hi, i dont know you, im sarah (or whatever her name was)" and my sister said "oh, sorry, this is my sister karoline" (awkward smile, she was hot though, a hot farmer..) and then she said "older or younger?" i laughed and my sister eviled me and i said "have a guess. what do you think?" there was a slight pause and she said.."older" and how i laughed in my sisters face.. she then asked how much younger and i said two years. she was then apologetic to my sister and i said not to be as (queue stupidity and very bad maths) "when im 80 andra will look 40" and everyone looked at me very confused.
my stressed out week is not yet over. (good luck claire) tomorrow i have an interview for which i have to prepare a presentation.
currently its still at the scrap paper stage.
but i said to my dad out of the two things this week i have to get one to be happy. and i passed my driving test. so i guess that makes me happy.
its only uni after all...
also, i watched eastenders today, and depite how annoyingly snively and desperately hopeless she is, i still fucking love zoe. this is not good..i may have to go on eastenders detox to get over it.
also as a side note, if anyone watched neighbours today why did they have to make lanas love interest the most butters person ever. perhaps that is the australian view of lesbians. why couldnt lana and sky get together and adopt lots of little babies and call them stuff like, leaf and stream and willow and moon. or even better a cross over with eastenders and sky and zoe get it on (ok slightly perverse karoline coming out now..ive had too much pro plus and coffee)
and finally, kinda on the same subject but not as sick..you know how hollyoaks did the late night hollyoaks episodes? well, im thinking about writing to neighbours to do it. boyd gets seduced by strippers who turn out to be men. sindi and stuart go to a swingers club and find toadie as one of the bondage models. susan and karl try and rekindle their marriage by having a threesome with izzy. harold gets 'tangled up' in his tuba..when i said not as sick. i meant more sick than you have ever known and i am gonna have nightmares about tubas and michelle ryan..
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